Grand lunches & dinners...
Karanji, Chakli & Chiwda...
Mithais' of all sorts...
Diyas and crackers...
Rangoli & torans..
Relatives, realtives and more relatives..
Shoppping and gifts..
Happiness and cheer..
Diwali came... and went..

I know its Diwali...and its the season of festivities and theres happiness and cheer around...but it doesn't mean we disturb people sleeping peacefully ...not atleast at 5 or 6 in the morning...i think thats the best time for one's sleep.. One is in the deepest sleep at those hours....

I was a bit restless ...god knows what time was it..as i could hear the firecrackers all around me..i looked at the alarm clock...it was 5 in the morning!! I ignored..tried sleeping again..

The bell rang twice....i thought someone would open the door...as i was busy with something...i was dreaming...and in reality it was the milkman ringing the doorbell like a madman...at 5:30 in the morning!! God I hate this..Anyway...i tried going back to sleep again..and just half an hour after that..the doorbell rang again!! It was my cook! At 6! Very politely i wished her happy diwali, and shooed her away! Tried going back to sleep again....and there rings the phone!!

I understand that its Diwali...and we're supposed to get up early...have a bath, do the pooja, and burst fire crackers....but i would say...its for people who really want to do this...what about people who want to take it easy on a holiday...as they anyway have a rush everyday! I say...why can't one celebrate a festival at his/her own convenience? Just because your neighbours started bursting crackers at 5 in the morning...doesn't mean you too do the same?

Oh god!!
Can I go back to sleep again....

When? Where? How? who? What? Why?
I don't know...
I think i don't want to know...

Or maybe I do...
Lets see...hmmm

No no...i don't want to know...
I keep saying....doesn't make a difference...hmmm is that so?

I think it does make a difference...
Am I running away from anything?
Nope...i don't think so.....so why don't i want to know?

Because i really don't want to know...as if it made any difference to me ...
No! but it does make a difference...

Maybe i should know..
No no...i don't want to know...

I think i need a break !!